A perfect day for writing - my mind is humming and buzzing with activity. My only problem is I dont know what to write on... So I simply write. The words flow by from my fingers. My miond tries to make sense of the cacophony of words that seem to flow through my system and into the new one - hehe play of words - the computer screen.
For the past 2 days i have been trying to do some decent work. But I have simply ignored the urge to write. But now that my arse has been plugged and the food I eat stays in, I have decided to give in to another of my natural urges - writing.
I listen to songs as I write. My feelings range from happy to sad to regret. Listening to Above & Beyond on the earphones, I soimply love the lyrics of the band group or whatever. They surprise me with their lyrics. Some how they make trance sound decent enough for me. I cant stand the repetetive sound of trance at times - like a stuck record that cant move beyond a point. Good Lord! move on will ya! Just one tune on loop like there exists no other tune...! The world of sounds are varied and beautiful. Explore my dear! But I guess this band has some how managed to make trance interesting. Guess its the lyrics.
Listening to sun and moon, i am reminded of my first love. I never thought I would forget him. I knew it would never work out. But I never thought I would ever stop loving him. I guess everyone thinks like that of their first love when they first fall in love. :-)
But then you grow up. Then you realise that there is more to love and life. Sun and Moon are just fine. But there are millions of stars out there too ;-)
Your thoughts do Linger but you dont live like a Zombie. You gotta let go. Because Love is not enough....even if you are truly madly deepy in love and even though I felt I knew you before I loved you, somehow, you managed to let me go. If only I could turn back time, I would stay forever in love with you. But if only I could...But then nothing is forever. And if it is, then it would never let you go. And neither would you let it go.
I am not sure if I am making any sense...but I am simply writing because
the words just flow,
the world around me is suddenly slow.
My fingers seem to whirl around on the keyboard.
my mind makes less sense than my fingers do.
But my heart sings along happily.
Content that words that are in my mind
are seeing the light of day.
sense or nonsense,
it doesnt matter.
'Cause sometimes, sense simply doesnt have a place
in your existence.
You need to listen to your heartstrings,
and simply bow down
to the inevitable
and let things move on.
For sometimes, things move on as you want them to,
but never the way you want them to.

:-)

Singing.... A passtime, a hobby, a profession... Some sing well some sing in the bathroom, some better not sing. My cousins - now they are great singers. they sing well.. but I really dont know what it is about plugging stuff to your ears that ruins your sense of tune rhyme and rhythm. One becomes horribly out of tune! Woe befalls all who do not plug their ears!
My cousin has a lovely voice. She can sing very well. But with a darned iPod plugged to her ears, I would rather be anywhere but near her! I guess the advent of the iPod started off with the walkman. The sony walkman which helped you listen to your songs without antagonising other people and their tastes. It has evolved to a lot of other indivisual music listening and storing systems. Awesome. But sometimes when people choose to sing along and do not realise they are doing so loudly...! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!